Anonymous asked: It's hard to leave your comfort zone. Could you describe your life at this moment?

difficult but developing. i’ve had a really shit time these past 2 years and i’ve only very recently gotten back on my feet. i feel better. there are so many things i want to change about myself and my life. i know what i want, at least in the near future, and i’m concentrating on getting those things. i feel like i deserve to get what i want, you know? life has been a numb void for me for so long that the idea of getting up and out and making myself feel good and happy and healthy is really exciting. i’m so excited. i never realised before how much i can do for myself. so my life right now is a whirlwind of decisions and choices and happiness and the last little embers of an aching depression hanging around like poisonous insects. but i am getting there. i really am.