Anonymous asked: oh, I don't do drugs but its wonderful to know you have discovered an effective escape to reality. you're happiness is limited. Everything is limited. What do you think when you hear the term" eternity"?

i think of the house i lived in when i was younger. i think of how small it is, that little brick house, and how similiar it looks to all the other houses in the street; in northern england suburbs all the houses look the same. i think of the way the english rain turns the grey streets a shade darker and i think of playing on those streets with the neighbour’s kids and i think of the pathway leading to the sweet shop and i think of the bright white snow softly caressing the dirty alleyways and muddy grass. and i think of somebody else, years from now, living in that same house and watching the rain and the snow and walking to the sweet shop and playing on the road with the neighbour’s kids. that is eternity for me: somebody else making an sweet, aching memory where i have already lived and breathed, years from now.